Thursday, October 21, 2010

workahol

i can't say i'm addicted to this feeling.  more correctly, i don't want to.  because i'm afraid of what that means.

it means that everything i'm going through right now, all of the various stresses on my entire being, all of the things i say yes to, the 3am bedtimes and the 7am wake-up calls, the falling asleep on my textbooks and the inability to focus, the binding commitments and the rigidity, the perfectionism and the frustration...

it means that i like this life and i can't live without it.